To: My future self. Why bother?

6 Mar
2010

You know whats sad? I walked into a bank today to deposit some money and walked out with an upgraded bank account and a new Visa card.

TheFuzzy : @cokematic Also, congratulations, you’re now marked as a prime target for telemarketeers.

That’s ok, only telemarketers call me on my cellphone. What is even more sad is this:

FutureMe is where you can write an email to yourself to be delivered at a later date. What’s wrong with the picture above, you ask? Its blank. And no, it’s not because I haven’t started writing (I’ve been staring at it for 30 minutes).  You see, I don’t really know where I see myself in 10 or 15 years time anymore. Why was this so much easier when I was a kid!? I think its partially due to the fact that I’ve always had a “plan” for myself and reality, being the bitch that it is, had other things in mind for me. Seeing how thing never go as planned anyway, I think I subconsciously tell myself “why bother?“.

For two hours I struggled with this. Then I played some Civ 4~

ps. I eneded up writing  somthing:

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